My Awesome Friend

you sit beside me & hold my hand as I shed my tears
you chase away those things little or big that abound my fears
you pick me up if I should fall & help me once again stand tall
you light my way in darkend places where I can not see at all
you love me no matter what I do though I deserve it not
you remind me when I think I'm poor of all the things I've got
you are the most amazing friend I could ever crave
and for you my glorious Lord I shall eternally rave

Inside a shadow of a dream

Inside a shadow of a dream, reality is cowering, waiting...

when you look at me do you see the little girl?
the one on the inside who is screaming?
my heart it breaks with the memorys that rip at me,
wishing I was only dreaming .
ripples across the water growing larger with each that follows,
that is what these memories are to me,
eternal ripples across the water that is my life.
I want to run away from the pain & fear
but there isn't anywhere left for me to hide.

inside a shadow of a dream, I am cowering, waiting...